It was pointed out to me yesterday by someone how selfish and ungrateful I have been by "begging" for money in my current situation and it really hit me hard last night. I talked with my sponsor last night and have decided to take the site down. He told me that it's ok to ask for help, but not in that manner. This actually has caused me to not concentrate on my sobriety and being content for the opportunities I do have. I got myself into this situation and I need to deal with the consequences of my actions.
I sincerely apologize to anyone that I have offended, annoyed or pissed off by my actions recently. I understand the ignorance I have had and will reframe from continuing the self pityness I have had. My sincere apologies to you all!!! Thank you for your support!