As we soared through the clouds this afternoon in and out of darkness and light due to the weather it reminded me about the two sides of life, light and darkness. Day and Night. Good and bad. Life and death.
It makes you think of what's really important in reality. Life is real and I saw my reality as I heartfelt said good by to my boys, Emilee and called Kaitlynn before my trip to Arizona. Today hurts, maybe tomorrow as well, but in life through thick and thin, I need to be right with me and to be as healthy as I can for my family. On my flight I saw a black cloud intertwined by a white cloud and it was the oddest thing I have ever seen. While looking at it you couldn't tell which appeared more, but it was obviously present and a sign of seeing two things intertwined like a fight with 2 alley cats.
It brought me to think about Em and I separating for a while to get the darkness out of our cloud of life. I can't say what will be in my future, but I hope it's a healthy one with my family. This time maybe something to get out of our way now to enjoy the future. But of all things, I must get any darkness out of me.